Saturday, October 24, 2015
How to survive Halloween without sugar? ... hide
Mostly it's been going very well.
Except now we enter an ominous time of year...
I went to a halloween party this afternoon. A super adorable party thrown by the mom of one of the other kids in my daughter's daycare. We got all dressed up:
And we head over to the party.
At first I was really pleased with how I felt. I was standing there chatting to these moms, I was standing next to a huge plate of cupcakes AND a giant bowl of candy corn and candy pumpkins (which I have always weirdly loved) and I was FINE. I was standing there thinking how cool it was that I was fine and that i didn't feel hungry and I didn't want any candy at all.
And then, I guess I hit a point where I had stood around people eating sugar for too long. And suddenly I really really wanted some. I didn't have any (unless there's sugar in doritos because I had some of those since I couldn't the treats and I didn't check the bag b/c f-that man!) I made it out in tact. But I really wanted to have some.
It's been interesting. Most of the time I don't want sugar. Except when I suddenly do. And usually that want is more like I need comfort than any sort of hunger. I also think there should come a time when I do chose to have sugar as a rare treat and then go back to not having it. I just don't know when that will be.
I found a lovely snack at the grocery store today. I got a few things that were only sweetened with dates or coconut sugar (both of which are allowed in IQS/SWEET POISON books) and all of them tasted like ass until I sampled some DANG COCONUT CHIPS. Super lovely. So I just need to replace this:
and maybe I will survive halloween.
next stop: thanksgiving!
Oh, ps, fun story... Today at the grocery store I was looking for Kool Aid packets to dye Madeleine's hair for the costume and she saw some containers of Kool Aid juice (not packets) and we had this conversation:
Madeleine: Momma, what is this?
Me: Well, that's a drink that some people like, but it's not very good for you.
Me: yes, honey, it's junk, but it's a drink that's sort of like juice and some people like it.
Madeleine: They like it? But it's bad for you. It has sugar. How can they drink it?
Random Lady Shopping Nearby: You are doing a great job mom!
yes yes, it was a lovely moment of pride for me. And then she ate 3 mini cupcakes, drank a capri sun juice box, ate a packet of skittles and a lollipop at the party and I still felt like a jerk because I said "no more sugar" when all the other moms were just letting their kids enjoy the treats.
we fight the battles we can fight, right?