So I have made it through 2 consecutive days counting points for Weight Watchers. I stayed within my daily allotment. I exercised. I didn't eat anything remotely junky.
For so weeks (months?) now I have felt so surly about the idea of saying no to chocolate. It felt so pointless. But it clicked in my head this past weekend that I would have been losing weight this whole time (or at the VERY least stayed as slim as I was at the start of May, but more likely continued to lose weight).
So why have I opted to be grumpy and eat chocolate and be mad at myself?
Seriously what on earth is that about?!
Either way, I didn't eat anything questionable yesterday or today. I kept my portion sizes reasonable. I have been hungry for meals when they came around (now that I think about it I'm hungry now but I don't want to wander through my parents house because it's creepy in the dark). And I feel cheerier. Ready to make it through tomorrow and not eat crap again.
wish me luck!